we have arrived

ArrivalI don’t think anyone really knows what I’ve been through over the past 7 years. Much of it has passed in silence and in long periods of solitary isolation. It’s been like a Vipassana experience only there’s no returning to friends and family afterwards. It continues day after day. Solitude challenges you and maybe that’s the point. I was born with a strong mind and this is what it’s taken to overcome it. To master it. But I know my mind is not my weakness as it’s precisely its ability to absorb and process new concepts that’s become my strength. It occurred to me recently I was supposed to ‘wake up’ to my soul purpose over a decade ago but it didn’t happen and so it’s been a case of rapid catch-up, particularly over the past 4 years, where my Ascension experience has taken me through several initiations of spiritual energy before I even fully understood what was happening. I can see now the solitude has created the space needed for this advancement to occur, even at the expense of a ‘normal life’, so I could be exactly where I am right now in this very week. This is an extraordinary time bringing the Pisces ‘Harvest’ full moon, the Venus-Saturn-North Node conjunction, Pluto moving direct and the September Equinox. There is a gateway opening now that’s pushing us to be all we came here to be. A rebalancing within ourselves where Soul and Ego energies acknowledge each other and our feminine and masculine energies find their equilibrium. It is a week where fate and destiny are at play, where we are being called to walk the Earth in acceptance of our own power and our own gifts. As a Pleiadian Soul awakening to her Lemurian past, I can now see my role as an Energy Healer who, like many others, is here to help the passage of Gaia and her people into the energy of the 5th Dimension. But you can’t empower others until you understand yourself and so this past 7 years has been a journey of facing my own pain and sorrow. They say only sadness can open the Heart and there’s no arguing my Heart is wide gaping open. But this year, the energy has been different. I came home in tears one night in late January to a voice telling me to go to New Zealand. I ignored it but it persisted so I booked a trip for Easter not knowing what to do and when I found myself with the opportunity to be personally guided onto Aotearoa’s most sacred site, Te Miringa Te Kakara, it was clear this was not just a pretty sight-seeing tour. A month later I was at Uluru, the most sacred power site on our own land and a few days after returning home I experienced a significant energy opening that connected me to the channel of my Pleiadian Soul who then directed me back to NZ again to Piha Beach, another sacred location, where I experienced a further energy opening under the rays of the first Sirian Merkabah and Lion’s Gate stargate. Spirit clearly has a sense of humour sending me to Lion’s Rock for the Lion’s Gate and then to the Blue Mountains for the Blue Moon but follow the guidance I did and now today I find myself in a lush and fertile mountain valley in Northern NSW. As I sit here under a clear moonlit sky, with the Pisces full moon in the east and Venus and Saturn in the west, I can see the magic of it all. This feels like heartland country, if ever there was a place and it makes perfect sense to be here now. It’s time. This week is breakthrough energy. This is where something shifts, where we fall a little deeper into the mystery of life. And we will be different for the experience as this is what Ascension does. It pushes and pulls at us, at times it even squeezes the life out of us. But it changes us. It makes us see ourselves for who we really are. Our Souls are with us now, encouraging us to walk tall and proud over that Rainbow Bridge, saying yes, this is me and this is what I’ve been through to get here. It’s knocked me down but I got up again. I may have a wide open Heart but I’m no longer hanging off the edge of life. I’m right here. I have arrived.


sextiling at piha

12throadPihaIt makes me smile to think I’ve flown across the Tasman Sea to go to the beach in the middle of winter. But it’s not just any beach. I’m at Piha Beach, the secluded jewel on the west coast of Auckland. I had to abandon my visit to Piha on the last visit to New Zealand due to car trouble and I now realize I wasn’t meant to experience Piha then as it would’ve been a rushed visit en route from the north of Auckland to the central part of the island. But this time I am here specifically and have 2 days of freedom to explore the area’s black sand beaches, majestic rock formations and walking tracks along the headlands and coastal forests. When I was guided to come here on these exact dates about 6 weeks ago, I didn’t know of the astrology that would be occurring at the time but I have arrived in the middle of the Grand Sextile, the double Trine bringing the rare energy of earth and water together to form a 6 pointed star configuration. This alignment is an amazing gift of opportunity as it also represents the sacred geometry of the Merkabah, the light body that surrounds each of us. And given the purpose of my journey was to work on my own light body, there is no coincidence that I am experiencing this alignment in one of the most magical and light infused places on the North Island. The energies here are extraordinary, emanating all around from within the distinctive rugged rocks and wild seas to the gentle fern forests and flowing waterfalls. It is Feminine in its essence and Lemurian in its heart. This is where Source energy meets Gaia, where Spirit and Earth come together and it is when this convergence of energy fills the Heart centre that it becomes possible to burst open the power of creation. I am overwhelmed by the fertile energies here, the beauty in merging the Physical and the Spiritual. To sit and breathe with these landscapes is simply the most purest form of natural healing.

new horizons

walking in sandThe stop/start movement of energy this year is almost teasing us with the potentials of what is waiting to connect with us. We’ve been given glimpses of what lies ahead and some days it’s even appeared with such clarity that we’ve been able to feel the experience being part of something completely new and expansive. But this new energy has not yet fully anchored into our world, or we have not yet anchored into it, and so it drifts away and we fall back to wait for the next pulse of energy to push us forward again. While this ongoing process still requires more releasing of old limitations, there is a clear sense now that we are touching new horizons. There are new connections waiting to manifest in our space and it is up to each of us to hold our energy in the highest and purest state ready for the next influx. August is setting up for being a month of just that and so it’s no surprise to find myself being pulled back to New Zealand to close off the month with a 3 day immersion in the amazing energy of this special place. This expedition is a very personal one, a solo journey of faith and trust in following the guidance being received. There has been much communication from the higher realms these past weeks and the messages from beyond the beyond speak of embarking on a new path. It is time to open our Hearts to the new world, to allow the expansiveness of new possibilities guide the way even if we are unsure where it’s all leading. It is time to surrender to the cosmic flow, to enable our bodies to fill with the light of remembrance and to truly believe there is more to this life than we currently perceive.

Blessed in the Human Being that remembers the bigger picture that they cannot yet see ~ Kryon

first light

sunlight on beachI’ve been reading more about the First Light Symposium held in Auckland a few days after I returned from my recent journey to New Zealand. I came across this event in the preparations for my travels but despite the dates being so close I wasn’t able to attend so am very grateful for Judy Satori providing access to information and audio sequences from the event on her website. Judy has been trained by Spirit to speak incredible Light languages and offers teachings and messages that unlock the deep wisdom held within us through the special energy of the transmissions published on her site. I like the way Judy describes New Zealand as a place of New Light. A land that was once held sacred by the people of Lemuria is again opening up to receive the new energy of the New Earth via its powerful energetic portals. This is strengthened by the role of the Waitaha, the original inhabitants of the land and protectors of this sacred wisdom throughout the ages. The Waitaha found their way to Aotearoa via Hawaii and carry the ancient vibration of Unity. Kirar Taraishia beautifully explains the essence of the Waitaha people is simply one of Peace and that it is through the awakenings of the seeds sent throughout the world that those who resonate and hear the call are now returning to Aotearoa to reunite with the land that is their true Spiritual Home. New Zealand was once known as the place of Light, a land of higher knowledge and learning and it is now taking on this role again as an anchoring point for the new energies as they begin to enter Earth in greater volume and intensify, particularly in this current weeks as we lead up to the significant Wesak Full Moon towards the end of May.

Judy Satori’s website is linked here

a gift from gaia

tree heartI didn’t get to read much of Drunvalo’s book during my recent trip to New Zealand but managed to get through a large chunk of it during the return flight home. What a magical book it is, full of stories of synchronicity and psychic insights while underlying the significance of transforming the energetics of the planet during this progression into Unity Consciousness. But whether it’s on the global scale of Drunvalo’s work or just within the context of the local neighbourhood, all the work we do in raising our own vibration or helping others to clear, heal and raise their own, benefits the process. We are all in this together and it’s happening around us whether we are aware of it or not. Whether we believe in it or not. But it’s when we do become conscious of the energy around us that the true magic of spiritual happenings begin to appear. I remember on my first visit to NZ several years ago having several experiences that really started to make me wonder. One was when I was driving up the east coast of the South Island. I was following a truck and had just moved out across the lanes to overtake it when a large rock, golf ball size, came flying out from under its wheels and was headed straight for my face. I remember taking my hands off the steering wheel in fright and crossing them in front of me to protect myself, expecting the windscreen to smash, but somehow the rock bounced right off the glass and disappeared. I was shaken up (especially because I hadn’t taken out the additional hire car insurance!) but when I pulled over there wasn’t a crack, chip or even a scratch on the window. I couldn’t even tell where the rock had hit and I was forever grateful for whoever was protecting me that day. In another instance a few days later I had a spare day while at the top of the South Island and was playing with a crystal pendulum over a map to decide where I should go for a day trip. My mind had chosen a particular place I thought sounded interesting but the pendulum kept pointing to a different place. So I took the advice of the crystal and travelled to this other seaside town and when I got there I found a small curved beach with a headland point at one end with a small island just beyond it. But when I walked to the opposite end of the beach and climbed the steps up to a viewing platform, I remember losing my breath a little as I suddenly felt the distinct odd feeling of already knowing this place as the view from the platform was one that had appeared in a dream some weeks earlier. This recent trip to NZ has brought about a different kind of magic. The magic of tuning into the spirit of the land. Of communicating with Gaia. The natural beauty of NZ is obvious to anyone who visits yet the subtle energies residing within the natural landscape may be missed by some. I always feel a strong connection to the land in NZ but this trip came with a special purpose and in reaching out energetically to the places I visited I quickly became aware that the subtle energies weren’t so subtle. They pulled at me everywhere I went and so it was no surprise to read that the Maori name for Bridal Veil Falls, the very last sacred place I visited, is Waireinga, meaning leaping spirits. The native forest leading into these falls is rich with beautiful energies and after the incredible sight of the 55m waterfall I was walking out feeling humbled and grateful for such a beautiful end to an amazing journey. In extending my gratitude out to the land as I walked, I felt the urge to place my palms on each tree trunk and as I did so, each tree revealed its own face to me. They say the forest is believed to be spiritually occupied by Patupaiarehe (Maori fairies) who are kaitiaki (guardians) of the area and if so, they provided me with a wonderful gift of a tree heart right at the end of the path. True, it was there for all to see but of all the people visiting the falls that day, not one stopped to notice. When I woke early on the morning I was flying out, I came out of a dream with a strong vision of my energy curved around the ball of the Earth that was NZ, connected to it by a cord of Light extending out from my Solar Plexus. A fitting end to an inspired journey and a clear message that I am sure to be returning again soon.

visiting the cross house

Cross HouseWhen I opened Drunvalo’s book, Serpent of Light, which I was guided to bring with me on this journey to New Zealand, I smiled when I read in the opening pages that the power of his spiritual calling was so strong he felt he had no choice other than to follow it.

While not quite at the global level of Drunvalo, my own experience has been similar in the way physical or ‘normal’ aspects of my life have either fallen away or not progressed in years while the spiritual and mostly invisible aspects have been rapidly expanding.

But it is precisely because there are very little distractions in my life that these spiritual truths have the space to rise. I can’t help but notice them. It takes time and patience to learn to see the messages Spirit has for you but over time you can come to understand what your Soul is trying to tell you. And in some ways, this is how I came to be in New Zealand. In other ways, it would seem I had no choice.

When I think back the signs for this journey have been around me since Nov 2012 but it’s only now that I’m able to understand how all the different messages fit together. From seeing Drunvalo’s name everywhere, constantly picking up things Made in New Zealand and unknowingly drawing images of a ‘cross house’, I can now see my Soul was pushing me to visit what Drunvalo calls the most sacred site in the whole of Aotearoa.

Te Miringa Te Kakara, Temple of the Four Winds or the Cross House.

I didn’t even know where this site was or how I would get onto it before I came to NZ but as the healer I met in the early days of my journey said to me, go to the town and you will be shown the way. And that’s exactly what happened. I drove to the nearby village and sat on a bench and asked my inner guidance to show me the way. I got a sense from the ancient rocks in the hillsides of the winding road leading into the village that I was close but as I kept driving further two particular hills grabbed my attention and I knew instinctively that’s where it was.

The Cross House is a place of extremely powerful energy although there is no longer any building there, it’s only remnants of what has been built and burnt down several times over centuries. As Drunvalo explains, the reason why this place is so special is because it was formed and constructed using the same sacred geometry that is found in Egypt and Stonehenge. It is the geometry of Universal creation. It is also said a large crystal lies deep in the Earth beneath the cross which forms a conduit in the Southern Hemisphere for anchoring Mother Earth’s Kundalini energy which has now moved from Tibet to Chile.

When I was given permission to visit the site, I wasn’t the12throadtemiringasure what I was meant to do there but since this place is all about energy, I sat on the damp ground at the edge of the cross and waited for the energy of the place to appear in my inner vision. And it did in an instant, unbelievably strong and powerful. Luminous flashing rainbows of colour so overwhelming I didn’t know where to look. Then my whole vision would wash over with waves of brilliant white intense sparkles and then back to the flashing rainbows again. The colours were so vivid that when I ended the meditation and opened my eyes the whole field I was sitting in appeared in black and white.

It was very magical to sit in an open field in a foreign country and feel so connected to the Earth. My Heart Chakra went hot, my body filled with emotion and when I eventually continued on my journey to one of the hidden natural thermal areas, I could feel the energy of the Earth accompanying me, greeting me through the tree ferns, rock faces and bubbling hot pools. It was as if I was communicating with the natural elements on a non-physical level. Seeing it with different eyes.

Time will tell how this experience will transform my spiritual awareness but wherever it takes me, it’s sure to be a treasured memory.


aura angelToday I am overflowing with Heart energy.

I have followed my Heart’s guidance to Miringa Te Kakara. Temple of the Four Winds. A place I’d only read about but have come to understand is the sole purpose of this journey. On a secluded clearing behind ancient hills, I was guided to this sacred site of an old school of learning to be at One with the earth and sky. To be filled with the higher energies. To experience the Truth of my connection to the crystalline light.

If you were in front of me I would place my hand over your Heart Chakra and whisper the words, Welcome home.

Together we would share a silent knowing, a tear of connection, for we are here together, all breathing in this energy as One. This is how our Hearts speak and they are telling us the story of Love, of Compassion and Unity. We are on the bridge of arrival and in front of us I see the rainbow aura of home.

Everything is ready, they say. We have been waiting. Come.

free spirit

NZ river pathKia Ora from my resting place by the Whanganui River. I’m in the heart of the North Island enjoying a peaceful camp amongst beautiful tall autumn trees near the bank of the river. I arrived here yesterday and have changed my itinerary to stay a little longer while I wait for my time to enter a nearby sacred marae. While today has been a much needed rest day I am loving the free-spirited energy of making this journey with the independence of my small self-contained camper. It brings me much closer to nature and so far I’ve woken up under the shadow of a mountain, metres from a beach, alongside a meandering creek and a short walk from a waterfall. Today I walked down a forest path following the sound of the water rushing over large rocks until I found an opening in the trees to walk out onto the open pebbly bank and into the sunshine. There were little white butterflies everywhere and I am noticing the heart shapes that appear in front in me. Solo travel is just that, solitude in new places but with no other distractions it is also a time when it’s easier to take in the small things. The little details. The messages. Last night the rain clouds cleared and the gift of the Southern Cross appeared directly over my camp. I can feel the energy building as I return to my itinerary of discovery tomorrow. With my crystals in hand I will be breathing in, breathing out and sending my gratitude out to the stars for allowing me to experience the beauty of this ancient land.